I Feel Like a Single Mother Even With a Husband

My husband and i got married through an arrange marriage. It was all good till an year. We used to chill out, late night talks, celebrating each other most of the times. He used to see my previous chats suddenly. I've already informed him that i had an ex but I haven't done anything wrong. It was all like infatuation. Chinnadaniki doubt cheyadam start chesadu he even asked me if i am a virgin, that shattered me nenasalu love naku set avadu anukune type n i never wanted to loose my virginity before my marriage n anni share cheskuna nen na childhood n everything transparent undalani. I stopped talking to my friends and wanted to spend my complete time with him kani tanu epudu friends drinks hookah match ive antha importance epudu ivaledu.
Tanu weekends oste matches ki velevadu but tanu ochevaraku i used to prepare variety of dishes tanaki ishtam ani nenasal cooking e radu but anni nerchkuna effort petina ponile tana prema inthe ani odlesa. After an year we are blessed with baby pregnancy lo kuda naku cooking cheyale chala vomtings n smell padakapoyedi still i use to cook antha premaga epudu undevadu kadu alane 9 months cheskuna apudapud care chupichevadu. After delivery vala parents ocharu everything changed chala maatalu anadu i was at my worst stage kani emotional support ledu inka panulu cheyava eni days rest tiskuntav anevadu naku nijamga apudu avaledu I couldn't even sit this is when i started hating him asalu baby ni patichukodu.
she will cry kani tanu tv chustadu prema undi tana mida kani patichkodu fever oste kuda chudadu tagipotadi antadu. Adigitene chestadu adi kuda burden ga. I feel like I am a single parent. Emana ante job chestuna antadu. Job chesevalu ikada babies ni patichkora? Ammai ki job lekapote rest undoda tanaki? I used to cook 4 meals a day ipatki recover ayaka chestuna kani nak tana side nundi prema kanpichatle. Ila unde badalu chachipovalanpistadi . Vala parents tanake support chestaru tanaki sleep ledu tanu tinatle tanaki baby ni chuskodam radu ani tanani inka cheyanivakunda chesaru. Vala mundu nen ante ishtam lenattu untadu malli idarame unapudu dagarki ostadu sorry antadu asal ardamkatle ee behavior naku.
Dependent ga unna ani chulakana? Naku driving radu adokati patkoni antadu n vala parents kuda nerchuko ravali antaru mari anni nene cheste tanu job okate chestada? After baby tanaki em change avale anni mundu lage chestunadu matches, friends, movies nenepudu intlone baby tho n i am not complaining kani tanu kuda mak importance iste baguntadani.Nenu mrg ki mundu work chesa n i used to earn very good ipudu Divorce tiskovalani undi na iob nenu cheskovalani undi kani na baby em itadani agutunna society kosam agutuna. Ipatki 1 year avtundi tanu sariga undaka ala ani nenem vere valani intrest chupitle nakuda friends unaru infact nen ante crush una valu unaru. Tanu ante respect poyindi virakti ostundi nakuda evarana care chesevalu unte bagundu anpistundi em cheyali ardam kavatledu.